bad days

a series of bad days ahead.
it will be ; f c * k
oo00ps just dun feel lyk caring anymore things. crap life. how on earth can such horrible happen to pple who deserve to be loved enn cared tenderly ? i dunnt under/s more enn more things. i wish im just right up on heaven now. murder me, someone stab into my heart enn dump my body into the sea.
PLEASE.
struggling with work enn more work. disappointed at my results. only DUMBS can get 4/30 for maths. i got it. YES, ME! what can of example am i setting for ? ohh, tt day when chung left for aust, i was such a loser. crying lyk a childless mum ; so is bel enn julie (x chen wei jia from chnl u, superstarr never got into semi-finals. (VOTE for him in revival rd!) he's cutee enn cutee, i was nearly tat cute. so is tat "hong .. xxx" wateva u name it.
nicole took a pic of him using my fone when i was talking on HER phone. nasty but loving ger. big LUFF. luff people, please luff at me. sick enn tired. GRAB hold of me =\