the one

2nd entry of the day (dunt bother to read; its just words \hoOO)
i'll hang, hang upside down myself under the big willow tree & tell myself, that will make me to look things of life in an opposite angle. the stars will be the earth & my sky will be green for once\ grass. i will write down all my problems on each piece of leaf enn place in a glass bottle. the bottle will walk me thru days of life and one day, it will be thrown to the sea. He will pick up, walk thru the forest, sail thru the storms to search for my soul. my shadow will eventually leads him to me. soaking under the sun, smiling to each other, hiding under the bed to tell each other our secrets. on sunday, the rain will eventually wash our memories off, we will forget, forgive & start our journey afreash on monday. we will never know one another again. i will start to haf my first imaginary friend and tell her hw lonesome i feel tot i hv mnay friends. ill tell her times who had but all i hv left was blurr images of tt someone i long. traces of flashbacks will return, my guardian angle lifted up the veil covering my eyes. now, i wanna tell you- its you. it's all about you, baby\ mcfly (=

fairytale was never meant for me.
no longer believing, no long trusting
let it be over.