choco . ...

bitter-est day of my life
050505
i nv felt this sense of lost fur a very long tym
i wanna make myself sick, very sick
vomit` shivering` cough` sore throat` constipation` wateva u can name
i rather feel pain than bitterness ..
was walking to purmei to pass sum stuff
feelin so ... sucky thru out
munching on my dark chocolate
bitterness comes to a clearer state in my mind, dark chocolate is almost sweet to me! im just to bitter dwn in my heart
darkest hr of life has cum
im self declared- dead
just lyk a petal; unattached frm the rose
lifeless
clueless
meaningless

one day, everything will be over (: